End it all by suicide

Suicide is not a fool-proof or painless proposition. The fact is that suicides fail and even when they succeed, it may not be at all like what you had imagined. Even the Best Planned Suicide Can Fail The New England Journal of Medicine (Feb 22, 2001, Vol. 344, No. 8) dealing with physician assisted suicide shows that even with expert medical advice, things can and do go wrong. The study was conducted in the Netherlands, where euthanasia is legal. Some of the statistics reported: In 16% of cases where patients tried to kill themselves with drugs prescribed by a doctor, the medication did not work as expected. Technical problems or unexpected side effects occurred 7% of the time. Problems occurred so often that in 18% of cases a doctor had to intervene to ensure death. Even when a doctor performed the procedure, patients took longer to die than expected or awoke from a drug-induced coma that was meant to be fatal in 6% of cases. If a physician can't pull off a perfect suicide, what are... Read more

I have too much pride to resolve to this solution. It would make me look like a coward running away from my problems. I would not want people to remember me this way even if I were dead.

I'd rather stick around and bug you guys.

Suicide is murder against self. Strange that such a suggestion comes from a Christian.